3rd Oct, 2007

Faith in God or Myself?

Last night we were greatly blessed to get to know and eat with Scott and Ashley Shaver. Tara shared this past week at a women’s bible study, and Ashley invited our entire family to her home for dinner as a result. They have three beautiful children, all of which are a little bit younger than our three children.

After enjoying some incredible steak, chicken and salad, we dug into some meaty conversation. Scott shared an amazing example of faith put into practice. He talked about taking his paycheck, laying it down (as if on an altar) and asking God how much of it he could keep. I love that, but, as I remarked to him, I’m guessing many people would call that crazy - even people who go to church regularly.

Why don’t we regularly pray like Scott does with regard to our money? Why don’t we ask God every day what we should do that day and in each moment? Why do we think such behavior is crazy? Why is it that people greatly doubt whether someone has “heard from God”? Why do we think people who ask God about everything are lunatics?

Allow me to translate such conduct with regard to our money and time into a conversation with God:

God, I don’t believe you really speak to me.

God, I worked hard for this money, it’s mine, and I don’t trust you with it.

God, I don’t believe you love me and I know that if I give you all my money you will make me give it all away and I’ll be destitute.

You see, our faith in God and who we believe God to be is evidence by our actions. When we can’t lay down our time, our money, our careers, our children, our anything on His altar we are saying “I do not trust you with this.” When we do not ask Him how to use our gifts of talent and time, we are saying we know how to use them better than He does. And, if we don’t trust Him with something, then we our clearly saying to Him that He isn’t Who He claims to be. He isn’t loving. He isn’t gracious. He isn’t giving. He isn’t faithful. He isn’t merciful. He isn’t caring. He isn’t our defender. He isn’t good. And He clearly isn’t our God.

Responses

Yes, I’ve found, in my own life, that the reason I am not living the “abundant life” is because of my own unbelief.

It is my fervent prayer that He would bless me with His faith as spoken of in Gal. 2:20 (KJV).

My faith is feeble. His faith is LIFE.

Strong words, but good. We need by the mercies of God in Christ to lay down everything before God, our lives- meaning everything in them certainly including our money- as a living sacrifice. Meant to be lived out.

Good words.

Dear Bryan and Tara,
Thank you both for your testimony! It has been amazing to “watch” ya’ll this past year and all that has changed in your life. It is amazing and so encouraging to hear and read what you two are learning. I don’t reply much even though I read a post, but this one hit me. It is just so true. Not that the others one weren’t of course ~ but just that it struck a chord with me at this moment and season in my life. See, some of our dearest friends just buried their 2 and 1/2 year old, Sophie, two weeks ago. She had a rare form of luekemia and died 2 WEEKS after she was diagnosed!! So this has turned our lives upside down and up again. I am growing so much and grieving so at the same time. I have alot of “nevers” going on right now ~ never known God’s strength like this, never know His sovereignty like this, never known His power, His love, His mercy…. He is just the most amazing thing in my life. So when your post talked about laying it down for Him ~ my heart stirred. Why don’t I lay more than I do, what am I holding on to things for? I better go b/c I could type and type for a long time. You know how it feels I am sure when your heart and mind are just flowing with new thoughts about Him and all you are learning, it is just overhwleming and incredible. So I will go,but please lift up our friends, Chris and Lisa and their 4 yr old Samuel, before His throne. Thank you again for what you are doing for the Kingdom of God and the Body of Christ! You are dear people!
Serving Him all the way home!!
Amy

Amy, thank you so much for the encouragement! It is so fun to read about where you are in your journey.

We will pray for the family. I can’t imagine how difficult those circumstances would be. Praise God He is able.

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